Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Provision

I've mentioned before, I think, that I'm working full time as a waiter in order to work my way through grad school. School is great and all, but it is amazing to me the variety of lessons one can learn in the workplace, if only you take the time to look around and think about what is happening.

One lesson I have learned is that there will be good days, and there will be bad days. Some days, you can work for a short time with tables that demand very little of you, and you will go home with more money than you expected. Other days you can work yourself to the point of exhaustion with tables who are hard on you, but you will make next to nothing. Don't let it bother you. Waiting tables, like much of life, is a game of balances. You may have a week of bad days, but if you trust in God, and persevere, God will take care of you. More than once I have started the week off poorly and made the entirety of what I had budgeted for in my final shift. Or conversely, I've started the week off great, and (admittedly) I grow confident that I will make more than enough for  my week, yet somehow I end up making just the same as the week before.

All throughout my waiting on tables, I have never been what I would consider rich, but we have always reached a point where we could pay our bills, even when unexpected expenses come up. (like a flat tire a couple weeks ago) God is faithful. But he also wants us to depend on Him. I think, perhaps, that is why He doesn't let us get too far ahead of ourselves. Even so, I know that if I work my hardest at my job, God will provide what I need to provide for my family. And I don't worry about the rest. I don't expect to get rich. I only expect to get by until such a point that we are ready to go to the mission field. And that's enough for me.

I don't know where everybody reading this is in their lives. If you are struggling, or gliding by. But I do know that God will provide for your needs. (read Matthew 6) I have the same confidence that by the time Elizabeth and I are ready to go overseas long term, we will have found enough people who believe in translating the Word of God into a language that has never had it before that we will be able to go. But for that to happen we will have to work our hardest, and persevere. And still we may just barely make it.

I hope God blesses each of you who is supporting us to get us through GIAL and to Papua New Guinea. And I pray that some of you reading this now will feel the call from God to start. We have a long way to go, but each day is a day closer.

Press on,

Jacob Smith

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Back to Class


Since getting back to the States, I haven't really felt as though I had very much to write about, though now that I look back on my time since PNG, I have accomplished quite a bit. This January I began going to classes again here in Dallas. I'm still taking it sort of slow as far as classes go, though, since I'm also working full time in order to be able to afford grad school. In January I took Grammar A, and then took a month break, as I have already taken the classes that were available in February. I took the opportunity having the month off of school afforded me to pick up some extra shifts at work for awhile. But now, as we move into March, my studies have picked up again, and Elizabeth and I could not be busier. Since classes started on Friday, we have been spending approximately 7 hours a day at the school, and Elizabeth has been spending pretty much the rest of her waking hours doing homework. Since Mondays and Tuesdays we don't go into work, she spent those evenings working ahead on her homework so she could go to work tonight and tomorrow without feeling too overwhelmed. Fortunately, in another week Elizabeth will be dropping her hours at work so that she will be able to devote more time to her studies, which is necessary if she would like to keep her sanity. Which I know I would prefer. I'm sure that things will smooth out for our schedule as we grow accustomed to our classes and what they require of us, and even if it doesn't, this session is only a month long. So, either way we will soon be through this rough patch and able to breathe again.

Please continue to pray for us, for supporters, and for learning to take place in our classes so we can gain the knowledge necessary for our work in PNG. I've been spending my days at the school after my class so that I can work on contacting or partners and save money on gas. If any of you would like to chat a little about where we are in our process and what our plans for the future are, give me a call any day between 9 and about 2-2:30. I'd love to hear from you!

Pressing on,

Jacob Smith